Of course, this was also the time of year that G___ and E___ spent time at the shore. Our units were right next to each other… we shared the deck for meals and conversation. J___ and I being there helped them in so many ways. It was hard not to be together most of the time. I don't remember where his wife had gone this afternoon, but it left only E___ and myself to hold down the fort, so to speak.
He sat on the deck in his wheel chair, under the large umbrella. I was sunning in a chair nearby. At first he didn't say anything, but I could tell he was watching me. I'm convinced he was always working on provocative comments to start the conversation when no one else was around. And today was no different.
He cleared his throat. "Tell me, dear," he said, "do you do it?"
I looked at him. "Do what?" I asked.
"You know," he answered, wiggling his hips in the chair. "Do it.., masturbate…" He gave a little chuckle. "Do you? I do."
I didn't answer him. I tried to pretend I was dozing off.
"Well?" he persisted. "Do you?"
I gave him an impatient look. This was not a subject I wanted to pursue.
"Ah…" he said. "I thought so. Now… tonight when you shower, I want you to do it… and think of me."
Well that was it as far as sunning myself. I got up and went back inside. He sure knew when and how to ruin a beautiful afternoon!
NOTE: This is abuse... sort of like a brain washing technique... And once he would insert that kind of idea into my head, it was really hard not to think of his suggestive comments when I was in the shower. He actually controlled my thoughts! That's pretty scary...
No comments:
Post a Comment