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Monday

My Fault


     That's right... my fault. Part of me still believes it was my fault. I should have turned away when I first had an inkling of what was happening.
     I think part of me was in denial.... this minister could not be interested in me, even though it seemed he was.
     And part of me was flattered. After so many years of marriage, it was amazing to hear a man speak to me the way he did. He had just the right way of explaining things that made it seem like it wasn't wrong.
     I should have stopped going for Bible study. I should have turned away. I should have said 'no.' Should have, would have, could have........
     Maybe it was my fault.

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9/26/12, 7:43 PM
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9/26/12, 9:46 PM
ELHG said...

As per the reader's request, I have removed the previous two comments from this post. I was in hopes that this blog could be a place for conversation and support.

10/20/12, 3:37 PM
SurvivorGirl007 said...

I could've written these words, verbatim, in this post. The "should haves" keep us stuck in our past and in our pain.

11/29/12, 5:53 PM

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Psalms 37:40—"And the LORD shall help them, and deliver them: he shall deliver them from the wicked, and save them, because they trust in him."

Jeremiah 23:1-4—"Woe to the shepherds who destroy and scatter the sheep of my pasture" declares the Lord. Therefore thus says the Lord, the God of Israel, concerning the shepherds who care for my people: "You have scattered my flock and have driven them away, , and you have not attended to them. Behold, I will attend to you for your evil deeds," declares the Lord. "Then I will gather the remnant of my flock out of all the countries where I have driven them, and I will bring them back to their fold, and they shall be fruitful and multiply. I will set shepherds over them who will care for them, and they shall fear no more, nor be dismayed, neither shall any be missing," declares the Lord.

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Someday, Lord I pray,
there will be a place for me,
where ears take time to listen,
where eyes take time to see.
A place where I can laugh and cry
and know that I belong.
Someday, that's where
I will sing my song.

And someday, Lord I pray, in a place......
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The Power of Pentecost
This sermon helped me so much... and gave me the push I needed to begin the healing process in earnest. Thank you to the minister who wasn't afraid to preach it!
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Looking Forward In Faith
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During a recent Sunday morning worship service I was blessed to hear a sermon that spoke to my heart, and reminded me that I am forgiven. I will cling to these words as I continue to move from victim to survivor to thriver.
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Oh, For the Wings of a Dove

[Mendelssohn]
Oh, for the wings,
for the wings of a dove,
Far away,
far away would I rove!
Oh, for the wings,
for the wings of a dove,
Far away,
far away, far away,
far away would I rove!

In the wilderness
build me a nest,
And remain there
forever at rest
In the wilderness
build me, build me a nest,
And remain
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